Hey, since you experience
your thinking, at least you know that this experience and you exist. But maybe your experience is yet another fiction of yet another figure - mr. Long wooden leg) John. Your experience lasts as longs as
he dreams himself scratchingh his wooden leg
while he dreams, your whole virtual world spreads out with the real world as a feature in it.
During his dream he experience a single major enigma why the scratch doesn't stop. Whereas you experiene many enigmas
in science and everywhere, some concerning relations
,between the real and virtual world
like is Mr. Lo Maggir and Mr. fish the same and if and how
you are a feature of this Dual-Singularity
(are you in fact part of some misterious
triune entity?
You experience certainties naturally, but they are complementary to uncertainty states.

There are intermediary states with this she/Mr. long John, for example when she/he is tired - maybe the awareness of the trinity evolves in You/John/Fish there.
Is being tired part of his/her dream or is it on the verge before dreaming? Ask him/her.
"parting is such sweet sorrow (Shakespeare)