One of two things will happen soon :
Either I'll get too angry at my computer
and break it to pieces
(and that would be a shame)
or my English would get better and better.
But until that day,
I find myself writing in English.
Trying to write as short sentences
as possible.
And after this break,
back to our subject.
I assume the "x files" is not the most
popular show
of the readers of this site.
Never the less, in that show,
there are a bunch of old men who are apparently running the world.
Somehow, knowing that there are
people out there, that don't have an
interest in this country or the other, but want to protect earth,
well-it just makes me feel better.

My dearest grandmama, said this week
that just like the "go'iem"
have a blessing for the food the're
eating every day
we should bless for the scandals
we have every day.
The human nature needs
these scandals and theories.
We need someone to blame.
We need excuses for why things go wrong with our lives.
Personal responsability has dissappered
from our dayly dictionary.
The conspiracies help us avoid the reality.
Like children, we escape to a world
of stories, of half truth.
Reading the respons for my respons,
made me understand that the truth,
like buity, is "Bei'ne hamitbonen".
Some will say WW2 was a conspiracy to do
that or the other,
some might say it was the resolts of WW1.
But that is history and past gone.
These days an unemployed from the south
will say the goverment does not attend
to the problem of unemployment because
it's bussy selling guns to Arabs,
or that foriegn workers are getting
his job, because of a secret goverment
plan, and so on and on...
This should stop.
I mean, have your own little
conspiracy theory, but don't let it
run your life.